You no longer have to chase me. I'm just going to stand here. I'm not walking towards you. I'm not running away. I'm not teasing you. I'm just standing here, looking down. Alone in the cold, with the snow swirling around me. Hoping that the cold will make me numb to all of this. Because this hurts more than I can bare.
You were one of the few people left. One of the few that was still willing to be around me. One of the few that hadn't left like all the rest.
I tried to make this whole thing work but there's no pleasing you. I can't give you what you want. And anything I do to try and make you happy gets thrown in my face. So I'll just leave. Because, as you said, you can't be happy with me in your life. Being my friend just isn't enough for you. And it never will be.
So I'll just disappear. The elation you'll feel, knowing you won't have to deal with the pain of my existence in your life anymore will be greater than that of when you eat really good sushi.
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