I understand.
The sound of your voice and your laugh hurt me too. Because I know you're not talking to me. And I remember making you laugh and how much I freaking love it.
I understand the depression too. After an awesome day, I crashed tonight. Hard. I had one of the worst panic attacks I've had in a long time. And now I'm really depressed. And I came to the realization that it's time to get back onto medication. So I have to go to a doctor. And I have to go through a month+ of hell. But it's gonna be worth it. Because I don't want to feel this way anymore.
You are amazing and strong and I know that you can overcome the depression.
I believe in you. Even if you don't want me to.
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